RIGHT!
today is a day where i would never forget..
because it's the worst DAY of my LIFE.
you might wonder how can a hyper gal have a sad day.. obviously, your results are enough to make you go mad!
im not alright! im not alright! im not alright! im not alright! im not alright! im not alright! im not alright! im not alright! im not alright! im not alright! im not alright! im not alright! im not alright! im not alright! im not alright! im not alright! im not alright!
yup! i can repeat this many times and tomorrow i would be happy and sad again... because, im sad and MAD!
even i listen to demi's song or look at her pictures, i would normally feel better .. but unfortunately, it's not gonna work for this crisis! there are many ups and downs in you life but my UP & DOWNS, are worse! they are soo difficult to overcome!
RIGHT NOW, RIGHT HERE,
im blogging because i feel bored.. and twitter is taking ages to update...
i do not know when my sadness would go AWAY..
maybe a month,
two months,
three months,
four months,
five months???
maybe a month, because i don't dwell in sadness for very long.. im not EMO...
maybe last time but not now.. because i don't have time to be one..
secondly, i don't want my blog to die...
maybe my next post would be a happy one.. because sometimes im really lazy to update my blog...
because im a twitter addict and i go to twitter everyday, not blogspot.com and i download demi's pictures into my phone everytime i use the computer soo i won't really have time to update my blog... lastly, my mum is angry with me and i really should try to stay away from the computeer for a while... till everyone calms down (:
so the song for the day is :
(of course it's a demi song..)

SHADOW - DEMI LOVATO

I glanced upon the ground today I noticed something,
It followed me
Along the way, a figure of gray,
Impersonating every move I make

For now we'll call it my shadow,
And it said will you replace it,
So you'll be with me every where I go...

Sentences of yours,
Running throughout my head,
Searching for a chance
To catch my breath,
A never-ending dream,
You'll become a part of me,
Day or night,
Dark or light you'll be,
Taking over that thing called my
Shadow

And what happens on the days when,
The clouds appear and fade away my
Shade, oh, that's our cue babe,
We'll run away to a place where the sun
Always shines

That not even time could erase,
You're my weakness babe but you give me
Strength, I need you,
I need you like the blood in my veins.

Sentences of yours,
Running throughout my head,
Searching for a chance
To catch my breath,
A never-ending dream,
You'll become a part of me,
Day or night, dark or light you'll be,
Taking over that thing called my
Shadow

that's all!
oh ya! i forgot one more thing...
demi has been chosen to act in a new tv show...
the first one is sonny with a chance which is soo FUNNY!
lastly it is as the bell rings... which the demi doesn't look like demi... HAHA! she seems whiter.. HEHE
soo i gtg now (:
byess... ^^