dead....
still dead...
still still dead...
still still still dead..
still still still still dead...

haha! ok i am alive right now...currently i am listening to miley cyrus's "the climb" song...it rox..(:
this is the lyrics for that song:

I can almost see it
That dream i am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move i am make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But i gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna lose

Ain's about how fast i get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I,I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about hose fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep you faith, whoa!

This song was awarded top number 1 song in the world (: cool huh!
yeah... but that doesn't mean i like miley cyrus... demi lovato and selena gomez are still cool...
da best... duh! but i like some of miley's songs... :D the melody and tune seems right... and they are right!!!>LOL!<
today... i have really irritated tze ann a alot and she seems angry.. whoa! fierce... >.< scary... because she's the assistant monitress...HAHA! but she can be supre hyper at times...
Morever, my bestfriend is sitting on my left and the monitress is sitting on my right... assistant monitress in front... wow! i have super brainiacs bodyguards ^.^ i really like my form teacher...>-.-< i think she purposely put them there... but i don't mind (: still as happy as ever *_* yeah renee, monitress, she's funny... ms chan >form teacher< didn't come today.. than we were suppose to be doing a graded assignment >don't really care<... yeah! that time... i got so super duper tired and didn't wanna do... went to read magazines (: DEMI LOVATO!!! michelle and i got carried away. haha! talk about pop-stars but mostly about kristen stewart... and why isn't she dating robert pattinson... because she has a boyfriend and he is like so ugly : Michael Arango... what type of name is that??? oh nvm... but if she and michael breaks up, robert would have a chance! YAY!!! michelle rox (: my another bff :D

today, my back aches... as praise and i did fun things like playing that hand tapping huge machine... i don't know what that's called... but i can really tell that my body is aching really bad... especially my back muscles... ouch! also, we were wathing twilight (: with samantha... but samantha found it soo bored... the funniest thing is that... we kept on repeating the scene where bella was kissing edward in her room...as priase... wanted to know who said "stop!" so we watched and watched... the kissing scene... -.-... haha! yeah! we had so much fun yesterday... (: than we had to leave... as i had to go for fencing... i think it was already 5.30pm... pretty late huh!

haha! haiz... currently now... changed song.. listening to "Here We Go Again" by Demi Lovato... (: my best song forever and best idol forever :D... waiting for her new album to be released... she rox! All her songs rule! Her Don't Forget album is awesome... i listen to those songs 24/7. i am cazy but the songs are really nice... oh ya! did i mention that she wrote most of the songs... but of course, some people edited it... but it's still written, sang and performed by her! Which makes everything great...A_A
haiz... honestly speaking, this is i think the longest post among all of the i dunno how many post... hehe +_+... tomorrow, i have got fencing from 7.30pm-9.30pm (: i love fencing a lot... it's like my number 2 thing in life that i wanna do... 1st is listening to demi lovato's songs... 3rd is studying... of course i have got to study... suddenly so guai for once ^^ clap clap!
i am always looking forward to fencing lessons... i luv it better than tennis now... though i have started playing tennis when i was P3 means i have played tennis for 4 years now (: but it's not like i dislike or what... it's just that i have found something nice (: smiles... my 1st bro was the one who introduced fencing to me... he was in the national team of singapore... so my current coach, Olgar, she's russian, is also my school's fencing coach... and she is a great coach to me (: Juliana has also been very nice... in fact everybody is nice (:

To me, i hate the most is when people you know betray you or people who treat you like trash... while another person is being so nice to you and you keep on calling that person very not nice names... yeah that kind of pisses people off... but friendship to me is second... as sometimes friendships aren't really very important... unless your friend is really very loyal to you and you have known each other very well and all your life... but never trust a friend when they be nice to you for a while and when you're in trouble, the leave you! That's the worse thing in life... not exactly... i have seen friendships like that...

right... i have been writing this for like the past 30 minutes... it's time for me to go bathe and sleep (: good night peeps (:
have a sweet dream...^.^

demi lovato rox!!!